Today, i did some really serious thinking when i was locked out of my house haha (No one was at home and i dun haf the hse key). I went to the the void deck near at my block. Feel the wind and looking at the green scenery. During this half an hour, i thought of many things...regrets...what i want in MY life etc...

Regrets: So far, i only have one regret in my life and i'm sure some of my zodiac friends know about it. Although i managed to squeeze to get into DARE with raw r4 of 12, i really regretted not studying even harder? or maybe putting more effort. I expected a result MUCH more lower than 17. If i am not wrong, this is the first time i cried besides crying when i was a baby. I will also have another regret soon if i dun express my feelings for her. I also hope that it is not too late if i express my feelings the next year.(Only some ppl know who is the her i am referring to 3 of my present classmates, dominic and yq only..dun bother probing anything from them)

What i wan in life is like kinda obvious so i shall not elaborate on it. Although i may appear cheery all the time, actually i may be hiding problems in my heart. Cause i know the power of a smile can brighten up a person's day and the power of a frown can do likewise. Seeing my friends happy makes me happy as well. I know that sometimes i may be sad, but with frens like marcus (joker man always make me laugh with his lame jokes man) I shall tell you one of his lame joke.
Q:Why is it faster to go from dover to tampines rather than the other way round?
A:Cos it is downhill when we go back... ITS LIKE SO STUPID LA.
So thx marcus for cheering me and not forgetting the rest of my frens

If i rmb correctly, i think i haven make a wish for my 17th Birthday & i finally thought of one. I wish for all my friends to be happy regardless of whether we stay in contact or not

~signing off~

Joel Yeo @ [11:38 AM]