Tuesday, August 4, 2009-

This picture best describe my feelings right now
Just like this picture, i feel like a caged bird without any freedom. I lack the freedom to do what i wan. The cage represents my parents being too overprotective.
Other parents allow their children to go overseas with their school at around pri school. I'm 18 now and why cant i go genting with my poly frens. If im a girl, maybe i'll understand. How do u expect me to be independent if u dun even give me a chance to expose myself. Seeing other birds flyin in the bright blue sky while im stuck in this enclosed area of mine is so depressing. If u were to let the door of the cage open, i may fly out and fly back to the cage. But if u lock me here & i got the chance to escape, i'll fly as far as i can and not return to this cage. Do you want that?
Im already 18 but what do i still have. I still have a curfew. All i ask is a bit of give and take. Is that wrong? If u let me go out late, i will tell u where i am. Im sure u do not wan me to tell lies but what u are doing is encouraging me to do so. At some point, i really hate my life. The least i have is lookin forward to my frens everyday. But seriously cant u be more understanding? The point is not whether why i wan to go genting but is going genting with my frens. So what if we may be goin genting at the end of the year... going there again will only make me dislike going overseas with u all. I really wan to go overseas with my frens!!!
The day i become 21 will be the day i break out of the cage with my full strength and fly till i drop dead.
Anyone wan to go overseas with me after 21? maybe around 21 or 22? I will try my best to start saving up money.
Joel Yeo @ [9:45 PM]