~300th Post~

*Since nothing really happened the past few days.. this shall be a super duper emo post*

At times i really feel like breaking down. Feel like a balloon about to burst or a rubber band snapping into 2. Everything isn't going the way i planned and i seemed to meet setback after setback. The rain this few days is also amplifying all the negative feelings in me.

Studies ain't going to well at the moment. Not that i'm saying it is going well for others but.. certain modules really makes it hard for me to study. Just can't to be on time for AEIS module. More and more symbols are coming out in circuits... but i already forgotten how to calculate them! Worried about the RWP module but there is nothing much i can do right now. Sleeping in class isn't helping me either. Haix

I still haven't got any approval from my parents for going overseas attachment. I know that just going overseas with my friends is part of the reason why i want to go for the overseas attachment but... the main reason is also the learning opportunity. Is there even an airbus assembly line in singapore? I don't think so. Even if i land myself in SIA or ST aero local attachment, i won't be able to touch aeroplane parts unlike overseas. Why can't you understand this is my main reason for going overseas attachment.

Sometimes it just feel no one understands me. It's hard to tell secrets when you have to tell the whole story so that there is no misunderstandings. Now i know why sometimes people just want to bottle up those feelings.

I do not know what is going through ur mind. Do you care for me? Sometimes i just feel that you dont care. Maybe i'm just too oversensitive... but i don't know. Even if it doesn't work out at the end of the day... i've realise some things about myself that i'm a BIT petty & possesive & i do get _______.

*Dun ask me anything about this post... cos i'll forget in 3 2 1*

+On the bright side, i finish quite a few tutorials today =D+

~EnD

Joel Yeo @ [5:45 PM]